Everyone of us is special. We are different to each other in terms of physical attributes, personalities and attitude. What makes us special? I can say I'm special for nine reasons. 

-I am special because I'm small but terrible 

-I am special because I can do things which others can do.

-I am special because of my unique physical attributes.

-I am special because I'm better than someone else. 

-I am special because I've my own purpose in life. 

-I am special when I make someone happy. 

-I am special when someone treats me that I'm special 

-I am special when I'm willing to help any without any complain. 

-I am special because God gave the special gift for my mother and that's ME.

My Greatest Love For You

Dear Mama,

The greatest unconditional love that I've experienced is my mother’s love for me. I know that she loves me even though we quarreled sometimes. For me, it’s natural and that’s how she shows care and disciplined to her two beautiful daughters. Thank you for being my best supporter to all my projects. For me, celebrating Mother’s day is not always celebrated in the month of May because for me Mother’s day should be celebrated every day.

I wanted to say I love you and Thank you for everything. I am blessed to have a mother like you. I thank God for giving me a wonderful mother because without you my life is useless. Thank you for making me what I am today. 

                                                                                                   Truly Yours, 

                                                                                                   Azyla

  

Regrets

Regrets in Life 

“Think of regret as like looking in the rear view mirror when you’re driving. To drive forward well, we often use the rear view mirror; we do need to look backwards. That doesn’t mean that we… only look in the rear view mirror….Regret works the same way. It’s useful in moving us forward. ”
–Janet Landman, Ph.D.

The only thing that we can do is to move forward but we should look back at the good things.

One of my regrets in life is not taking care of my health. When I was in elementary, I spent whole day in the front of our computer and that time I always slept late at night. I also skip eating meals until now. I realize that I really need to change and the change is with me. I must learn how to discipline myself or else I’ll face consequences in life that I don’t really want to happen. My eyes will suffer and all of my organs will be affected if I will be going to pursue a wrong habit. If my organs will have an opportunity to speak I think they will say “HANDLE ME WITH CARE.” Health is wealth and we don’t want to spend money to buy medicines and to go in the hospitals.

The second regret in my life is making a decision. Making decision is very important at this age I can now decide what are my plans in the future and how am I going to reach that successfully. In making decision I think I’m not that good to make it. I’m always failed. I think I should think wisely before I go with it. I decide fast like a lion and then in the end I realized what really matter most is what your heart says and go with it.  

Through my regrets I learn that if you want to know your past then look into your present conditions and if you want to know your future then look into your present actions. Regrets is regrets just move forward and stay focus on your goals.

GoodYEAR

             I want to talk with Charles Goodyear because I wanted to know how he coped up to produce a stable rubber after five years. His story was miserable and what convinced him to pursue in producing stable rubbers. He is famous now especially in the field of engineering. Let’s talk to him and know him more behind this matter.

I started chatted Charles Goodyear yesterday and our conversation on Facebook goes like this:

Me: Hi Mr. Goodyear good day!

Goodyear: Yes?

Me: Can I have a personal talk with you at J.co and have some coffee and donut?

Goodyear: Yes sure. What time?

Me: 10:00 A.M

At J.co

Me: Hello Mr. Goodyear

Goodyear:  Hi

Me: How are you?

Goodyear: I’m fine. Why did you send me in this place?

Me: Uhm.. because I want to know more about you and your stable rubber.

Goodyear: I made a stable rubber to produce tires.

Me: Before that, Where are you from Mr. Goodyear?

Goodyear: I’m from Springfield, Massachusetts and during my time it was called the “City of Firsts”.

Me: Why is it called the “City of Firsts”.

Goodyear:  The first vulcanization of rubber is considered one of the major "firsts" that contributes to the City of Springfield's nickname, "The City of Firsts".

Me: How was your life before inventing the rubber?

Goodyear: I didn’t actually invent the rubber.

Me: Ha? What did you mean?

Goodyear: My life was miserable. My family and I sold our house and our properties. It’s been many years since I tested how to make a rubber that can’t be easily stretch out by our bare hands.

Me: How did you discover it?

Goodyear: I walked into the New York retail store of the Roxbury India Rubber Co., America's first rubber manufacturer. This hardware is totally bankrupt. The manager showed me the rubber they made.

Me: Did you mean there were rubbers that time?

Goodyear: Yes. Actually during ancient times in America there were rubbers made in rubber sap.

Me: What was the problem that time?

Goodyear: I’ll tell you later.

We went to the Goodyear Vulcanizing Rubber Store. We continued talking about the problem during his time.

Me: So Mr…. Let’s continue your story.

Goodyear: The problem that time was the durability of rubber in winter. The manufacturers of rubber lost million dollars because all the rubbers they made were not standing up to extreme temperatures, becoming brittle in winter.

Me: And you are the one who tried to improve it?

Goodyear: Many of us are inventors. Many of us tried to improve it.

Me: What did you do to improve the rubber?

Goodyear: I tried many experiments but none of them work. I put myself in debt and involved in several patent lawsuits.

Me: You’re life is really miserable.

Goodyear: But one day our neighbor was boiling water in the pot.

Me: What is the connection of the boiling water to the rubber you made?

Goodyear: I made another experiments and the rubber that I made in that experiment accidentally went inside the hot pot which is contained with boiling water.

Me: Accidentally?

Goodyear: This experiment called serendipity.

Me: What did you notice after?

Goodyear: The rubber was better and good in quality as in very very good.

Me: What is your concept behind it?

Goodyear: I discovered that if you remove the sulphur in the rubber it will make the rubber to retain its elasticity even if winter happens.

Me: Your genius! How did you propose it?

Goodyear: I sent samples of heat-and-sulphur-treated gum to British rubber companies without revealing my concepts.

Me: And then?

Goodyear: My samples were seen by the English rubber pioneer.

Me: Who is he and what happened before that?

Goodyear: He was Thomas Hancock. Hancock noticed a yellowish sulphur "bloom" on the Goodyear sample's surface. With that clue, he reinvented vulcanized rubber in 1843, four years after me.

Me: Do you mean……

Goodyear: Yes! I was foolishly declined and lost but I installed great pavilions built entirely of rubber, floor to roof during 1850 in London. There I received Legion of Honor from Emperor Napoleon.

Me: What a wonderful story! After that?

Goodyear: I was died with a debt of $200,000.

Me: What happened to your family?

Goodyear: Accumulated royalties made my family comfortable. My son Charles Jr., inherited something more precious inventive talent and later built a small fortune on shoemaking machinery.

After his last word “machinery” his voice faded away and he was gone. I saw a piece of paper in his table and there’s something written in that paper:

"Life should not be estimated exclusively by the standard of dollars and cents. I am not disposed to complain that I have planted and others have gathered the fruits. A man has cause for regret only when he sows and no one reaps." -Goodyear

9th Circles of Hell (SCHOOL)

1^st Station –Violating the ESP
 One of the policy in CNSHS is to speak English all times whether you like it or not you should follow it.
They are the student who violating the ESP (English Speaking Policy). Most of the student in CNSHS wouldn’t speak English.
PUNISHMENT: They are to speak English forever and they will forget mother tongue. This student won’t able to understand their first mother tongue.

2^nd Station-No I.D
 you should wear your I.D. This I.D is requirement that you are wearing a complete uniform. This is very important to every student in Science High School because some officers are in charge to inspect the I.D.
PUNISHMENT: All students that won’t wear I.D are not allowed to enter their school campus. They are considered absent.

3^rd Station- Late
Late is a sign that you are irresponsible student.
PUNISHMENT: your parents should be called by the officer in charge and this serves as your warning and if you‘re late again then you don’t need to call your parents but you are suspended for 3 days.

4^th Station – The Lazy

A RSHS student should work and do their project whether it is group or individual project. In group, most of the student didn’t help to accomplish their project instead they’re just asking one student to do it and they will ignore their tasks.
PUNISHMENT: They will do more than 5 projects without the assistance of others and they will got three zeroes in Oral Participation (OP) and zero in their projects.

5^th Station-The Back Fighter/Traitors

Don’t trust others because they may pull you down.
PUNISHMENT: Field trip in guidance office together with the faculty members. He/she should not speak any word or else suspension for 1 month.

6^th Station- The Disrespectful/Disobedient

Those students who don’t respect their teachers and the person who is older than them should face this consequence.  In this station, the students who are disobedient are included here. During recess time and free time they should spend their time in studying values subject.

7^th Station – Undisciplined
Punishment:  Wearing a big I.D labeled with” I should discipline myself”. He/she should walk in the whole campus with his/her big I.D.

8^th Station – Cheating

This is common to us.
PUNISHMENT: In every subject that she or he copies, she/he will wear a party hat and it was labeled with “Beware I am a cheater”

9^th Station- Bullying
Bullying is the most difficult part on every student’s personality. Stop BULLYING
PUNISHMENT: SPELLED

 

Texting

Is texting can enhance English fluency?

                GM your feelings? Well, most of us use English especially if that quotation strikes you. For me, I can say that texting can’t enhance English fluency because in text you can do short cut and change the spelling of the word. The best way to enhance this matter is to read English books and consult dictionary to learn more words and its meaning. Actually in text, you can learn somehow that can help your grammar and express your thoughts in English. For Example, you feel something bad and something happened good in your life then you texted it with your friends in form of English to make it more emphatic. However, it’s better if we read books rather than use English in form of texting. Some think that English in form of texting makes you “sosyal”. Others believe that if you’re broken hearted and sad you texted English quotes about your feelings. 

Semestral Break :)

During sembreak, I always slept late at night.

 These are my hobbies during sembreak:
*Playing 2Fuse - I was very addicted in this game so far I got a million score which everybody wanted to have it.
*Eating - This is my favorite hobby during sembreak. After my mother went to the grocery store, our refrigerator got empty the day after she bought food for us.
*Sleeping- I slept during in the morning and awake in the evening. This is the reason why I have insomia during night time in sembreak.
*Watching Movies- For relaxation, I exposed myself in watching horror movies. After watching horror movies, I couldn't stay in our bed room to sleep during the day instead I slept in our sala set because I'm afraid on ghost. The movies I watched were "The Haunter", "Walking dead (This movie is not actually scary. It makes you vomit when you watched it), "Paranormal Activity (They said that this movie was a real story) and "The Croodz" (This is not horror movie.)
*Doing many projects - In fact, this is not new to me. I know that there are so many projects so I did first all my projects before anything else. I think I did 5 projects or more than that. Besides, I studied and read lessons in AP.

October 25- This is my birthday. I know that there are many crisis so I stayed in our house and I prayed. I chatted also my father and I'm thankful to him and to those who greeted me. October 27 I went to the church and thanked God for every blessings that he gave to me and for my family. I met my classmates before the start of classes. We were in Ezra's house and we went to 7 eleven and Yvonne's house in Gulod, Naic.